d, Betrayed, Blackmailed in one year - im still in a worst state of depression. Can YOU help me, please?!?

I'm sorry for everything but, the best advice i can give is to stop worrying. Each day is a new day so, forget about the past and keep moving forward. Life will come down and try to mess you up on your goals but, just get over them. Life is too short, first you see yourself in school meeting new friends in the first grade then you see your self on your death bed regretting the things that you could've done in the past but it was too late. I say you start fresh, day by day start getting your positive side up, your dignity, and self respect. Even if you think that its all pointless, still try the hardest you can. If you want true happiness your gonna have to earn it again. You've been probably doing it all your life and nothing has ever stopped you. Like when i wanted a toy so bad, i didn't let anyone get in my way of having that one special gift that made me happy when i was young. Think of the positive side of the world and your life.......forget about the bad times you've had....forget about everything and just lose yourself into great relief.....scream real loud if you have too....... but just finally say ENOUGH and get your life straight....meditate more, visit peaceful places.......but don't give in to the pressure and just commit suicide ........ENJOY THE SMALL THINGS IN LIFE!!!!!!!!! i hope this helped ....sort of at least.